2.03 a.m

2.03 a.m and what am i doing awake?
i was watching shall we dance and my dad just promised to let me learn ballroom after my Os.
Great. The show i mean.
Maybe going diving with dad during march holidays i guess.
Didn't get to dive since he went china.
Kinda miss the peace you get underwater.
So i am going swimming tomorrow, morining i mean. Just to practice a little.
I want my english to improve soooooo badly.
I wanna stop failing my subjects.
I wanna get good grades for everything.
I wanna do something for the team.
So many things i wanna do going through my mind now but i know i will wake up saying ' All those can wait'.
Damn. Where did all my motivation go.
I am bloody tired now yet i am too lazy to get my ass of the sofa to go to bed.
Today wad kinda simple.
Woke up went for breakfast with mum, aunt, sis, dad and sarah.
Carry sarah until my hands were sore.
Went for tution, came back and camp in front of tv till 2.
Just realised my secondary school life was either too boring or in a mess.
Can i just hide in the mountains with a few huskies and live my life, like what i read in my book.
Not quite possible right?
I know.
My blog is such a bore and it will continue to be i guess.
Its all about me and my life.
Too lazy to post pictures maybe tomorrow.
Bye bored people :)

Sorry for neglecting, Sorry for being busy, Sorry for being such a failure.
I really hope you can and will understand, me.

What you feel?
也许你觉得卿卿我我, 才能显出情深意浓, 所以你说我忽冷忽热难以捉摸
What i feel?
两情若已是天长地久,你我何必朝朝朝暮暮,问你是不是真心真意与我同行....