Won third match.

After 4 years first time xu jl told me i done well and i improve alot.

First time i feel that maybe all the effort i put in isn't going down the toilet bowl.

My nose just became very sour and i didn't know what to reply him.

Really greatful for all his teachings these few years, he is a great coach.

Vivian hurt her leg and accompany her so sbw to see chinese doctor.

Walk home with weiting. Suddenly realise how long i didn't walk that road.

Its so familar yet so strange. Every where i look i see memories.

On bus back play with jiayu and coach but wasn't really happy.

First quarter of match i was really enthu but after that lost everything just to one person.

Felt like a bitch.

Went home late and started blogging yeah.

The song for the day shall be 旧伤 by 黄靖伦。
I've been bugging weiting whole day with this song.

Haha. Kinda represent how i am feeling now.

The lyrics are damn meaningful okay.

Pictures above taken during dinner with family. Together with a few pictures of coach, jiahui and weiting in bus :D

某一天面对无辜泪水旧伤又复发, 有些话没有人能去讲心情被锁上, 潜意识只想逃所以爱远方.

Past-

I thought i had everything under control you know, but once you apper you mess up my everything. i can't even take my mind off anything related to you.

Present-
I am sorry for everything okay, i know i should not be thinking about all these but the past ain't easy to forget. i feel like a bitch. A total asshole. Neglecting you and being too busy all these while.


你给我的爱仿佛总是太多，

你给我的情仿佛也是太过，

应为过多的感情是沉重的负荷，

让我不能拒绝又难以接受。

对我或许是一种压力。

《 我家种的漂亮小花