Muscles tearing.

Today's training was great, everyone loved it.......not!
Bloody legs cannot even stand straight.
My dad and bro only know how to laugh at my walking.
Feeling irrtated!
Cause i had a bad day....
Morning while walking to school saw a rat by the pasar malam stall which i think is quite common, wanna consider twice before eating?
Then i came across a big fat cat.
I am not afraid of cats but i dislike them.
Cause they got eyes that can go right through you.
Then i waddled home, literally.
I am running out of chinese books to read, sian.
Going back to my tv.
Hate it when people mistake me for a non-chinese.
Which part of me do i freakin look like a non-chinese.
Blind people.
Recently my temper has been very bad cause of mood swings so try to stay away :I
Some things just change very fast.
You just stay out for a few days and things are just not the same anymore.
Its the sense of belonging i guess.
Its important for human beings you know.


不知道为什么，莫名的泪水擅自流下，
看着你突然有种陌生感，才知道伤是需要时间复原的，
对于别人的误解我也懒得再解释些什么，
因为就连最亲的人也未必能体谅，甚至完全不在乎。
我还能依赖谁呢？